u/Ifeelincomplet

I (17F) have felt this way since I was thirteen. In my head I was not supposed to live past thirteen. I feel like a shell of myself, but it’s crazy because I don’t even know who I really am. I understand that probably makes zero sense, I just feel so empty. I’m ugly, I’m annoying and rude to everyone. I think the worst part is, is that I have no passion. I don’t want to do anything. I just want to sleep, all day everyday, and never wake up. It’s so peaceful, being awake requires so much strength that I just do not have anymore, I haven’t had it for a while. I’m at my breaking point and I’m starting to make dates, and eventually I’m going to edit my letters to my family and friends. I just can’t do this anymore.