I am starting to hate my partner.
My partner and I live together in my home that I own with our one child together and my children from an ex husband. I pay all of the bills, household needs and child needs. I buy all of the food. I pay for literally everything. He’s worked less than 2 months since January of 2025. He says he can’t get hired anywhere but has been applying. He lost his vehicle because he didn’t take care of it. I am primary caregiver to all of my children as well as homeschooling. I’m renovating my house as well myself and he basically hands me things sometimes. He wakes up at 8 everyday upset because “we’re all up too early and he slept badly”. I wake up at 5:30 and the kids at 6-7. As if that weren’t bad enough to give you the ick, he follows me EVERYWHERE. Literally like a dog. I go to take a shower, he’s following me into the bathroom and trying to get into the shower with me. I get out of the shower, he follows me to my room trying to have sex. Literally anytime I am alone in a room he pesters me. I’ve asked him to stop, said no, walked away. Nothing works. He does not care when I say no. It means nothing. If anything it makes him do it more. While doing an intense incline jog, he literally got onto my treadmill with me and stood on the sides so he could stand behind me and almost made me fall. I genuinely am starting to hate him. Deeply. He asks me all day long to just play video games with him like I don’t have a house, work and kids to care for. He’s cheated, mooched and I’ve lost all respect for him. I’ve asked him to leave. I’ve driven him to his family’s homes and dropped him off. He will literally walk back. He’s walked back to my house and it took him 2 days between walking and hitchhiking. Anyway… fml