u/Ijustwannasurviv3

Hi I’m 24mtf, my bf is 30m. Recently I have found out that my body is shutting down. My stomach is paralyzed, gastritis, auto immune disorders, my liver and spleen are messed up ect… I haven’t been able to work or function like a human being. My bf said he is jealous and has huge resentment towards me. He also has told me I need to pay rent and bills or I can’t live here. This is hurting me so much, I’m anxious, overthinking, and have si now. He said it’s fucked up that I don’t care if I die. No hospital is helping and I don’t have any support. I’m so tired and just want to let go. Am I in the wrong for feeling this way???

Hi, I have BPD and was diagnosed as soon as I can. My bf 30, has gone through some trauma with people with BPD, he also has a short temper with me when I say something about mental health.

I am 24m, me and my bf have been together for a little over two years. I don’t know how to tell him that I’m feeling upset or anything because he doesn’t believe in mental health. According to my bf, mental health isn’t really real. Just an excuse.

I have tried to commit over 150+ times, I’ve done Ect, over 100 times. I’m trying to be okay for him. I have bipolar 1, anorexia nervous restricting, gad, bpd, adhd, ocd and bdd. He doesn’t understand how to support at all. I was just wondering, does anyone have tips to show how I feel to my partner. I love him so much, this is draining me though. I just need some ideas on how to handle it.

Thank you!