u/IkanNotAyam

I just slapped my husband and I didn't know why.

He was just joking around and I laid my hands on him. I need to know what I can do for it to not happen again.

I tried to kiss him and when I turned to him, he flinched. He. Flinched.

And I love bomb him. Give him all the attention he wants. Waits on him hand and foot. Do everything for him.

I would never thought I would be the abuser, but here we are.

What can I do - any resources I can look into - that can help me with this unchecked rage or even an insight.

I am sorry.