u/Ikarowl

Hey all!
I got diagnosed 2022, but I haven’t until just 1,5 week ago been able to take in the diagnosis due to other trauma, survival stress and a great dose of denial and dissociation .
I’ve been feeling absolutely wrecked coming to terms to what this means for the rest of my life.
Right now I am very focused on my libido and how it’s just not really there and haven’t been for long.
It is for me an unbearable loss as I for the first time in my life since 24 have a loving, kind and amazing partner.
I am on estrogel 0,75 2 times a day and I take provera cyclical.
My life does not feel worth living like this.
Does anyone have a success story with regaining a sense of libido and sexual drive?
Hugs❤️