12 weeks pregnant and scared.
I just found out that I am about 12 weeks pregnant.
I never would have thought I would be in this position. I'm 32 years old and this is my first pregnancy. I have PCOS and this was a huge surprise. I don't know how to feel, my partner doesn't want to keep the baby, and he makes A LOT of good points. We are just not able to financially take care of a child. We can't even afford ourselves, we have no furniture and sleep on a mattress on the floor. Living paycheck to paycheck. Neither of us has any family support and it's just us doing the best we can.
I ordered abortion pills from A Safe Choice and they should be here in a few days, but I just feel absolutely horrible. I can't stop thinking about it. Most of the people I see on here are not as far along as I am and I'm so nervous about how everything will feel and how hard it will be to see the "sack" or fetus.
I'm just so distraught and I don't know how to feel or what to do.