Autism sadness, feeling completely isolated from everyone
So I’m 20 and female, and I’m autistic, didn’t get diagnosed till I was 16 and I really don’t have anyone, in my life expect my mom. My sister and dad live in a different area that’s like 4 hour plane ride, so I’m all alone, and no one seems to get when I say I’m alone I mean alone 24/7 my mom works, a full time job and then does weekend work to support me, and I have no friends, no partner nothing even been taken out on a date I feel so fucking alone u know when it says Micheal Jackson knocked on people’s doors to be friends I feel that my only kinda friend, barely texts me barely sees me or asks how I am, even tho I ask her all the time I tell her I biked crying and smoking a cig and she goes wow, nothing else. And now I’m coming to terms with the fact that I truly have no one and idk how to move forward in life. Any advice would help or share ur experiences too❤️ pls no hate.