u/Ill-Radish-223

Today is his birthday. At the advice of my SAnon sponsor, I did not reach out. I have ugly cried so much today. I had to remember- he did not choose me in our 3.5 year relationship. I have to choose me today, and everyday, no matter how hard it is. Rewiring my brain. He was my best friend. It doesn’t seem fair. Although all here may not be religious… I am trusting this pain is for good, even if I can’t see why. F this addiction, f the companies that profit off of it, f all of the genuine relationships and trust lost to it.