u/Ill-Reading5462

I'm in my 20s and this person was a very tight friend of my dad's who died just a couple years back. A lot of people that were friends or close to him died the last couple years.

I'm listening to some music right now and I feel like that person is not really gone but simply "transitioned" to sound cheesy. It's like he died but i don't feel really sad about it. I know this doesn't make me a heartless human being.

It might just be the connection we had wasn't as strong but there still was something and it feels like we are all in this big (divine) game(lila as they say in sanskrit) and he simply went to the next stage.