u/IllAbbreviations4097

I can't sleep. I just can't sleep. I bought a bed for another room in my house for good reason... snoring like an angry banshee after cuddling up. I just can't trust any sleep with my husband. I'm at the point where I want to make myself deaf. If I could...I would have done it. I can't tell you how many times I'm asking to be deaf. I don't want to hear people be cruel and I don't want to hear snoring when I am tired. ......who dares to disturb my slumber?? My husband every stinking night disturbs me. I really just want quiet and the snoring is so bad that I hear it through the earplugs....I already try to kill my over thinking in general...add to it the menapause and the daily snoring which feels like being terrorized by a person who loves me but doesn't love me enough to want to go to doctor.

Gatlinburg TN is really decent. We're going to the Alpine ride through the mountains tomorrow. We went inner tubing next to the hotel this morning and now we are at the mountain Mall. I enjoyed the tropical smoothie and cheerwine good goo clusters we consumed. I really enjoyed the hat shops and Jonathan's bear necessitaties. they had some nice thimbles for souvenir and a nice selection of salt and pepper shakers, too. that store as almost tempted me to buy a new Sasquatch soap.The family beside us took a pic of our family beside the Gatlinburg TN sign and the convention center. Shout out to the momma who helped us out beside the momma bear statue. Thank you, nice lady. 👍

I make a homemade meat sauce, my kid doesn't eat it.

I make frozen mortons fish fillets so we can have fish sandwich...she won't eat

I make homemade meals 75 percent of the time. My kid food strikes on half of them.

And then makes ramen, eats snack foods or whatever else and makes a small mess in my sink bigger...melts cheese directly on the late or bowl for a long time and I can barely clean it.I swear I just end up giving up...respond to food strike with a strike of my own...no more cooking mom.

thinking about getting in shape and spending less time wasting my life in the kitchen. I have a family that receives the food I cook well, but there's that one person... it's apparent that this child hates me because she is 15.and why not? She's suppose to hate me... she's 15. The harder you try and fail...the faster you get frustrated. I already see dinner at home as a way to save money, but it's double the work and no compliments. You can bust your hump to go fancy and they get cereal....you suggested cereal.... what mom you can't make us something hot? Make a hot soup...they don't like that either...it makes me nauseous. My.food is delicious and this diva phase can't be over soon enough!!! Screw these guys

... I'm going home.... wait a minute.i am home