u/Ill_Appearance_4522

Hey everyone. I'm a Bi 26 yo man. I’m looking for songs or playlists that capture a really specific kind of experience.

Over the past couple years I’ve gone through a pretty intense health/nervous system experience after a bad reaction to an antibiotic. It changed the way I experience my body, anxiety, fear, all of it. I’ve improved a LOT physically, and I’m rebuilding my life, but the experience definitely changed me.

I’m looking for music that feels like:

• surviving something invisible
• grieving your old self while slowly becoming someone new
• healing that is nonlinear
• fear turning into wisdom
• feeling fragile but still continuing forward
• “I thought my life was over but it wasn’t”

Artists/songs that already resonate with me:
Lorde, Kate Bush, Lana Del Rey, Billie Eilish, some Kanye, Florence + The Machine, etc.

Would love songs that feel cinematic, emotional, spiritual, strange, tender, triumphant, or deeply human. I'd appreciate some help and suggestions.