Cutting off my family was the best choice I ever made
I’m 19 and at the beginning of summer I realized that I deserved better so I cut off my mom with bpd. My whole extended family took her side so I left them behind too. I left my friends that didn’t treat me right when I was going through so much, including my childhood best friend, and I moved to a completely different town. It was the scariest thing I ever did I was constantly bawling my eyes out. It’s was hard to do because it forced me admit that I’m never going to get sweet warm parents and a happy family. Even though it was difficult it was the best choice I ever made in my life. When you can finally relax and live you realize there’s so much out there. Most importantly you’ll realize that there’s people out there who will treat you how you deserve to be treated. There’s people that will be kind and considerate toward you, not because they’re trying to get you to be pawn in there’s weird sick little game but because they actually love you. They will never change, if they could treat you like that when you were an innocent child who only wanted their love and approval they won’t now that your an actual adult who doesn’t like getting treated like shit. They want you to feel indebted to them and responsible for them but you really aren’t. leave them behind and go find your real families. I know it’s extremely extremely difficult but to get a new life you have to leave the other one behind, and that new life will be better no matter what happens because At least you have self respect and love. You deserve betterrrrrrrr.