Never dating because of small dick
I don't know how I'm going to go about this but here we go.
I'm a 20M, pretty short (Kevin Hart height to be precise) African/Black which doesn't help my situation at all tbh I don't know if I'm attractive or not but in my lifetime I did have girls who fancied/liked me. I'm not going waste y'all time by writing a long passage, this more of a venting and conclusion post tbh. I got a small penis and this hurts me alot like....ALOT and it affects the way I interact with other people, especially women, and the way I carry myself overall I never had intercourse (even with the girls that liked me) for this reason, don't get me wrong I want to but I'm too scared to put myself out there like that especially when I'm really lacking in the dick department. My dick is small and thin definitely no girl would feel me during penetration I'm not over weight, I would say I'm skinny to skinny fat. Man I won't lie this keeps me up at night and I quit dating(funny how I'm quitting something I never started)I'll just go to prostitutes for my smexual urges atleast there's no performance pressure. My small dick makes me so paranoid of someone walking in while I'm taking a bath/shower and seeing me naked I really don't want anybody to see it at ALL even myself sometimes Im ashamed. Yesterday I took an X pill they really fill the void and calm my anger down. Every now and then I find myself mad because of this so please don't tell me to stop taking X (because it helps me get by) I don't wanna be a bitter person but I'm self aware enough to know I am because of this and there's nothing I can do about it.....in a way I kinda don't care if I d*e or become a drug addict tbh, I'm already short and I got a short small dick as a cherry on top yeah I'll take a short life too I dont mind
I've accepted my short comings
I really just wanted to vent tbh