u/Illern100

I (F16) don’t understand what I’m doing wrong with my romantic experiences? I’m still a teen and I’ve heard plenty of times that most people actually don’t experience romance until they’re well into adulthood but I’m still not settling with that. I’ve never had any romantic experiences until I was 15 and then it was just a coincidence that we even got to know each other. It was literally just him randomly adding me on Snapchat due to my profile picture which he thought was weird. Both me and him had never had any romantic experiences until we met (even though he was 2 years older than me). We were together for approximately 7 months, with a 3 hour distance having sleepovers every weekend. He randomly broke up with me out of nowhere because he lost feelings. I don’t understand what I did to make him feel that way since I did so much for him (Baked him his favourite sweets, never talked to any boys, did basically anything for him). I’m totally over him now but no guys seem to be interested in me. My friends keep urging me to talk to boys and add them on Snapchat, but even when I try to engage in conversations with them about shared interests it just leads nowhere. I know it’s not a healthy mindset to have, but I can’t help but to wonder why people who are conveniently ’less’ attractive than me and have no personalities gets to be in so many romantic relationships. It doesn’t better my situation since I have crippling social anxiety, have 3 friends, never been invited or gone to any party. Soon I start college and it’s gonna be online due to my anxiety and depression so it’s not like I’m gonna meet any guy in my school. It’s not that I’m desperate for a relationship, actually before I even meet my ex I never even could see myself in a relationship. I just kinda miss that connection, being best friends with someone and kisses on your forehead. Does anyone have any advice on how to make my efforts better? (Also sorry if my grammar is bad I’m not native English.)