Seeking advice from women who felt betrayed because of pornography
Im 36M, my wife is 35F. We have been married for 5 years and never had an issue of this magnitude.
She found out that I have been watching pornography for the last 5 months, and now things are going downhill quickly.
We sat to talk and was as transparent as I could. But that was not enough, she feel betrayed, said that can't trust me anymore and now we're sleeping on separated bedrooms.
Has any women experienced this as the victim? If so, would you mind sharing your thoughts from that side.
I'm trying to understand what can I do to make amendments. I love my wife with my life but I let me intrusive thoughts beat me. I'm looking forward to start therapy sessions by myself but that doesn't face my wife at all, she's quite disappointed. I'll do it for myself anyway, my mind has been going to some dark places and I know I need help.
TL:DR, anyway, I'm looking forward to understand the situation from another perspective and see what options I might pursue. The last thing I want is a divorce because of this.