I was 8 months sober after living abroad but recently returned back to the UK, haven’t stopped thinking about it and picked up an eighth today.
I’ve realised I love doing lines and wanking. It’s like an impossible challenge and the feeling of finishing feels better than the coke itself.
Honestly don’t think I can stop. The amount of porn on platforms such as Twitter just heightens everything.
I have a home, wife and kids but this is what I live for at the moment.
u/Illustrious-Rich-747 — 24 days ago