Mt boyfriend (19M) me (21F) and we broke up because
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I've cheated on him and I said that my bestfriend was chating with those boys through my dating app she was using that and he doesn't believe that and I've disrespectd him somewhere also one day I was very sad he came to hug me I pushed him and the other who was my friend he gave me side hug and I didn't say anything to him and bcuz of these things he broke up with me and he said that he loose interest in me i really wants to fix this relationship i don't know how but I want to at any cost he called me ra\*\*d and he said that I called you that cuz I want you to hate me so that you can leave me i begged him many times I cried I stop talking to peoples he planned one date night where we did makeouts he comforted me there so much and after that when I asked him that when we were making our you where telling me i love you and stuffs you were comforting me but after that you didn't even hold my hand he said that I did that out of lust yesterday in office I was in pain I was nauseous he comforted me there he came with me till station to drop me and I got cut on my finger he did dressing when I was feeling pain he was watching me i don't know what to do to save this relationship