Does anyone else feel kind of brain dead? I'm about to go on medication and I really hope it helps me out because this is starting to effect my mental health.
I'm really struggling with motivation and any tasks with even the most slight level of difficulty feel painful e.g washing hair, working, even hobbies/interests and most of the time I either feel completely switched off mentally or full of thoughts and worries. I also don't know what I want or how I feel most of the time, (physiologist told me I have high levels of alexithymia). I also can't recall what words I want to use in conversations or I lose train of thought mid conversation, thinking 'where was I even going with that?'.
I'm sure I'm not alone in this but I just feel so stupid sometimes and that I'm not able to use my brain properly haha