10 months ago, I was feeling somehow okay and happy after our break up. Or at least, I thought I was.
96 hours ago, I somehow found myself and stumbled in the path that I was once familiar with—you. With all the desperation I have in me, I told you without hesitation that I missed you so dearly. With all the desperation I have in me, I begged that I wanted to be friends with you...I begged that I want you in my life. Sadly enough, you don't want me in yours no more. Dapat kahapon ang 6th year anniversary natin and it still stings me. We broke up, alam ko yun. Pero I still care for you and always will be. You loved me when I have nothing. Now that I got pretty much everything, you're the one that's missing...
For the past 5 years, our relationship may not be perfect all throughout. But I want you to know that I chose you in all of it. I still remember the contours of your face, eyes, lips, cheeks, for how your hair looks so good on you. That's okay. I am ready to let you go. I know that you are finally in peace and happy with the man you're with today. You deserve all the love, happiness, and peace that you have now. After all, that's all what I wanted for you.
I loved you now like I loved you before. I won't ever forget how it used to be, especially when things are not good between us. I missed you so much like the sky misses the stars. I missed you very much I felt like a poet without words..
When you come back for me, please remember that my arms will always be there to welcome you with a hug. Always remember that you got me still when you have nobody to run into. You may left a hole inside my heart, but you're the only one who'll get to fill it, too. Walang tao ang may kaya para kuhanin ang lugar na yun sa puso ko. Mananatiling iyo yun.
Take care of yourself always.
Loving you from afar,
–K.