u/IllustriousRemote573

I’ve never posted before, but need some reassurance-I don’t have anyone to talk to about this. For years we’ve said we’re done having kids. I just turned 38 and want to have another baby. I’ve had three c-sections and have a bicornuate uterus- which contributed to my water breaking early every time. MFM said my biggest risk is placenta acreta and I’m terrified-even though it can be planned for (if they find it in advance) but obviously still risky. I’m just scared of something happening to me and not being here for my other kids. Also, my partner has to be on a CCB and I’ve been reading that can impact sperm quality, so I’m nervous we won’t even be able to get pregnant. I have so many emotions and just needed to vent and hopefully hear some encouraging experiences.