Need all the advice will try anything.
I've been smoking everyday all day since I was 13 (turning 22 in October) and have only gotten myself to stop on 2 occasions but no longer than 3 months at a time. I'm completely and entirely dependent on it because I also have severe anxiety and depression from the weed use for so long, my past stuff, and health issues like endometriosis and fibromyalgiaI. I need and want to stop because I want to change my life and get into a career because all I've had is dead end jobs I don't stick with for longer than a few months because of my health issues and mental health. Ill be the first one to say it, I'm a bum. I've tried to get into a pattern where I can still use weed but I genuinely never stop thinking about it and crave it constantly. My biggest gripe with quitting is that I have the worst reaction to quitting, I'm talking waking up and I'm soaked, not just once a night, I wake up multiple times a night fully drenched. I feel extremely sick during the day, cant sleep at night, i cant eat properly or just full on stop eating for days. My emotions are all over the place but my anger is the worst, I get frustrated over everything and anything and I normally feel like I can't control it. I guess what I'm asking for is a magic pill, any advice or perspective on how I can make the detox any easier. There's patches and gum and pills for nicotine, i wish there was something that would work like that. My doctor prescribed me a anti anxiety medication for the process but it didn't help the first time and I don't want any medication under that class anymore, i want to deal with the anxiety and depression naturally, but she doesn't really know what else to do other than in patient our out patient centers for therapy treatment. I know that won't help. I just want to do this on my own and as natural as possible. I don't know if this is going to get seen. I'm kinda just trying to get it off my chest and maybe getting some different advice. Ill be posting this across a few communities to hopefully get something new. Thanks guys.