Asked my twin flame to block me in panic. He did on WhatsApp 4 days later. After 9 weeks of space, I reached out on Messenger and told him I’d choose him over and over — and he blocked me on Facebook too. Is he gone for good?
I’m in grief and suffering after my twin flame silently blocked me from everywhere. On May 27, he postponed a weekend plan (he’d been talking about it for months) to a date when my parents would be around. I was very overloaded with a new business, a claustrophobic marriage, motherhood and more. In a fit of panic, I told him repeatedly to block me, end it, and cut the cord. Four days later, he blocked me on our primary communication channel, WhatsApp, and unfriended me on Facebook. He did not say anything verbally about ending the relationship.
I sent him a repair email that same day explaining that my reaction came from overload and fear, that I did not want to lose our connection.
On June 8, after therapy and a lot more reflection, I sent a much clearer repair email. After roughly 9 weeks of giving substantial space, I reached out via Messenger on Aug 8, saying life is short, I’d choose him over and over, and checking in about another related summer plan he’d proposed before the rupture. I explicitly said “no pressure” and “only if he still wanted that.” So idk. In response, he silently blocked me on Facebook too. He’s not on any other social media.
The bond had carried for 18 years. We’d been friends, fellow parents, fellow founders, professional peers, and eventually lovers after I awakened to him last year. Now I’m going through a painful twin flame separation, and I’m in another wave of shock after he silently blocked me on Facebook too. He hasn’t responded to any repair emails or the manuscript I sent him as an offering of love and devotion, one he knew was inspired from our connection and had been curious to read.
All my adult life, he’s been a gently, warm, steady, solid, respectful presence and no one else has looked at me the way he has either. I do not want to be loved by any other man the way he has loved me.
Anyone have any perspective on whether I may have lost him for good or whether he’s blocked me on Facebook coz he’s still hurting?
He proposed to me and took initiative over the years, but life and circumstances made it impossible for me to choose him amid chronic professional and financial instability and repeated health issues since childhood. At 23, I was force married. After waiting for me for 12 years and I couldn’t walk out of my marriage due to financial and health insurance dependence on my spouse , he got married and has a child now.
A few months after we first met in London in 2008, my job transferred me out of the country. When he said he’s in love with me in 2012, I’d already been married for two years.
Last year, we’d had a mature discussion about how we would nurture this connection in parallel with our current life structures. I deeply deeply love him and respect him. Does it seem like I have lost him for good? Amid our current life structures, his Facebook block feels like a decision of finality.