Random urge to use meth
Im 17, I recently started smoking weed a few months and having tried meth once more than a month ago. I didn't really have the urges to keep using, my body and mind hasn't been really looking for drugs since I started using, but today I feel the urge to use meth again.... I just got back to my usual self after a few months of processing a failed relationship and I feel good now, confident. Yet ironically now that iv'e been able to enjoy having my life again it feels insufficient and wanting to feel better my mind wants me to get high on meth. During my depressive phase I didn't feel any urges to use drugs I was so focused on processing emotions and issues, it felt like integrating it was more important than anything else. But now im healed the urge to use meth is hitting me, I just feel overwhelmed.