Barely eating and having a hard time gaining weight
Hello guys, this is a throwaway account, and I am just here to vent, or get support, or even some help? I barely eat anything, my appetite is very very bad, I find many foods disgusting, I have a fast metabolism, and I have a hard time gaining weight. I've been skinny, and I am ashamed of it. I even wear long sleeves when I go outside even when it's hot outside so I can just hide it. Milk is disgusting, most bread is disgusting, same for butter, and many more foods. I barely have any good foods and I am struggling, especially when the day is a non-working day when all the shops are closed for some food that I can eat and handle (not always delicious but I can handle it) I am disappointed and I hate to be like this. ☹ Every time I try a new meal plan, it just fails and I hate it and get bored of it (I tried bread and butter in one for example, and it was so bad, it was more of a struggle than eating. Same for milk, bananas and many more foods that others enjoy but I hate.) I have no idea how others even like those foods meanwhile I can't handle them. I also barely have any good ingredients for making foods and I am just wasted to make foods and waste some of the few ingredients I have. And almost every time I make a food from a recipe online, it fails and tastes like pure disgust. I am very disappointed and sad and wish it wasn't like this🙁