late my girlfriend out for the first time and i didn't do good... help
l've been seeing this girl who's a lesbian and has been with 5 girls. She's a masc and loves everything about women. I recently (past year have realized that i'm bisexual. Me and this girl have developed feelings for eachother and she told me she loves me. Today she let me go down on her for the first time.
Shes not a touch-me-not, but i'm literally so scared and intimidated. I ate her out and fingered her at the same time but she's so quiet i can't figure out what she likes.
Everyone says "pay attention to the body language" but i literally couldn't tell. I was sucking and licking at the same time and using 2 fingers and doing the "come here" she kinda sounded like she enjoyed it but she certainly didn't come close to cumming. After we finished, i asked her how she thinks i did, and she's very sweet and reassuring and just said "you did good baby" but i think she would genuinely rather run over her own foot than hurt my feelings even if i actually did a bad job.
I asked her to communicate more so i can please her. She said she likes it "hard and fast." but to me that means so many things. just straight fingers going in and out? Or is it the "come here" motion more aggressively? IDK!!
I feel so discouraged as it was my first time going down on a woman and i feel like i didn't please her. It's making me scared to try again.