u/Illustrious_Pop1666

My husband left for bmt on Tuesday and I’ve been a mix of normal and a wreck. This is one of the most gut wrenching experiences I’ve ever had to go through. I’ve been keeping myself as busy as possible, writing letters, gym, runs, you name it. I still find time to break down and cry regardless. I try to keep moving, stay distracted but all thoughts lead to him. Time flew when we found out his date to ship out which was a much longer wait than this. I have felt every second drag from the day he left. Ik time won’t go backwards only fowards, I’ve even made a makeshift calendar counting down the days. This is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do any advice would be appreciated!!