u/Ilovebagels49

Not going to bore anyone with anything long or deep, just want to say this. I left him over a month ago with no contact since. Check my post history if you want to see the emotional turmoil I was going through lol. I miss his presence, I miss being held. But holy mother of god, nothin can compare to the feeling of freedom. Not in a sense of being single, but wow, I forgot what it was like to go to sleep at night without anxiety, to look in the mirror and not immediately compare myself to the girls on his screen. It feels like I can breathe again, and it was worth it. Don’t get me wrong, it’s still incredibly painful, but it has only gotten better from here and I am staying on a mission of self discovery and rebuilding my confidence. I was in love with him, and even now I could never bring myself to hate him, even though everything he had done to me is deserving of my absolute fury and disgust, but I promise you it gets better and I hope this can help you make that step.