I don’t understand
Why is everything so overwhelming. I genuinely can’t do anything and when people point out my behaviors I start to cry and then they get mad at me when I cry and they assume it’s because they asked me to do something and it makes me feel even more guilty. This lives with me everyday. It’s physically painful to talk and people are getting mad at me for not talking. I don’t know what to do. I’m on medication, it helps with anxiety and depression but I think it’s only helping with my anxiety. I’ve tried therapy, it often made me overwhelmed because I hate a lot of questions so I quit. I can’t do anything and it’s making the people around me sad or uncomfortable I feel so gross. One of my doctors said I have possible autism and I think it’s the likely outcome plus just my depression but idk.