My crush since 8 years old
My cousin told me to try and talk to a girl on Instagram.
Now that girl...was a forever crush of mine. Still is. I had told her I liked her when I was 8 years old and well she had not taken it very well. We still did hang out a bit when we were kids at recess and stuff and then we went to the same middle and high school.
Thing is...we stopped hanging out there. I was weird I was depressed and everything seemed really bad. I smelled bad too and well didn't really care for my appearance.
So yeah school ended 8 years ago. She is objectively a really beautiful woman now. I know that she probably has an abundance of guys chasing after her and well..she feels way out of my league.
I also have no clue what I could even do about it. I was recently rejected by a girl I asked on a date...she told me that she rather sees me with her group of friends than go out alone with me...it don't know...I feel like she used to have a small crush on me too but I don't know.
We do follow each other, she recently liked a Spotify song in my story. But I don't think that this means anything...right?