u/ImOldSueMe

He only said how are you, and when I replied mentioned it'd been too busy in the store and sorted my till out and left. That's the most personal conversation I've ever had with him, not relating to shop items.

I'm not saying I'm in love or anything.

But I've been so engrossed in it for 6 hours now.

I've done a lot of therapy and know not to latch on to anything that excites me. I've had a crush on that man for like 3-4 months now, I'll probably just stop visiting the store until it dies down.

I hate that I can't just be a normal person and enjoy a man I've been crushing on speaking to me without very weirdly wanting more.