Should I just move on
So I've been on and of with the love of my life, the one I thought I'd marry. We have been through some ups and downs. I can't explain what she was doing before we met but I still fell in love and didn't judge. So we had a great sex life , literally 5 6 times a day and we're very happy. She was very lovable. So alot of my friends told me not to mess withe her and had the same story but she was the opposite of what they said to me. We were in love and we had fun..We ended up fighting because she was very flirtatious, but she didn't think so. Even the ppl that she was being nice to would say something to me. Alot of other things happened I'm the beginning but it's in the past. Some of the stuff made me feel like I'm not good enough. I think I'm a pretty handsome looking man I've been told. I told her that I would never give up on her and haven't yet but I'm about to. Sometimes we fought and she leave and have relations with other men right away and says due to trauma from her past which I kinda understand but they were arguments,you usually work through them and make up. I've never laid a hand on her or cheated. She says I did and she says she knows I did but she can't tell me who and I know the facts I've never ever ever put my hands around a woman kiss the woman or even touch the woman. She ended up leaving going to to hometown and it broke my heart and I pretty much didn't talk to anybody or do anything with anybody for almost a year and I've never kissed another woman while I was with her. She had relationships multiple people multiple multiple people and I was just trying to find ways to get to her to be with her that's all I wanted the whole time I'm in love with this girl and she's just pushing me away because of bad things in our life but she choose everybody over me but tells me she loves me more than anything and we still have sex more than 6 times a day.