Hello <3
I have been thinking I might be Asexual since a few years ago but brushed it off because I have had sex before and liked it. But then dwelling on it I realized that I have not always liked it.
In my current relationship they will bring up previous times that we had sex and get excited over it while I remember it as "It was nice." and do not get excited remembering it.
Sometimes I like sex but most of the time I would much rather watch a movie on the couch, eat pizza, and cuddle. I feel like they enjoy it too but would like to have sex more frequently when I come over to visit. They have mentioned that they feel the relationship is not moving forward and they feel stuck where I feel okay coming over once or twice a week and just hanging out.
So I feel bad for not enjoying sex as much as they do and for not wanting to hang out more as much as they would like. I really like them a lot and want things to be okay but I feel they might want to end things over it.
They do not know I am leaning towards Grey-Ace and I did not know until recently since I kept brushing off that I might be on the spectrum for a while now. Should I mention it over text that I am feeling this way? Ugh, just wish I could hid in a hole for a while and be left alone.
Thank you for reading and I hope you have a wonderful day <3