XUM Transcend + 2 XUM tabs + Edible + DMT breakthrough - 10/10 Experience Report
Took the XUM Transcend plus 2 sample tabs.
Chewed the softgel a little alongside the tabs (to boost absorption).
Come up started out very slow then it got very intense and wild 40 minutes in.
Wild Acidlike visuals but with a profoundly sober headspace.
Got very rocky to find my footing at first but then I just focused on playing polyrhythms over and over on my drumkit.
I then had a 30mg thc/cbd gummy to give it some pep and just had an amazing, euphoric time drumming from then on.
I'd say 4-5 hours of me going bananas on my kit. Then afterwards I feel like im plateauing so I decide to do some DMT.
Wasn't planning to breakthrough but just wanting to add more spark to my trip. I took the hits and waited a long long time. This is the journal entry right after the experience I had at 9:22. It reads as follows.
"Was greeted by Jesters and Jokers, a lot of funny silly guys having a laugh and ball. I laughed aswell in real life because it was very fun and a very good time. Then they tried scaring me and startling me by hiding, popping back out, showing me silly faces. Then they showed me horrible demonic monstrosities and faces that they have locked up somewhere. Initially I had primal senses of fear, but that quickly faded away as I just laughed at the things they were trying to scare me with. I laughed at these things because it was just so silly. Then they realized I wasn't phased by the incredibly complex geometric shapes, faces, demons, mindfuckery, that they were throwing at me. It took a very very very long time in the waiting room (At this point you're thinking that you missed it and you'll have to try again later, all previous experiences with DMT were like this with me. Took enough for a breakthrough but always ended up in the "waiting room" with the impossible machinescapes). Then they showed me a window. A glimpse. It started with a cube. A cube I could shape, move, transform into any other shape I wanted (Sphere, Triangle, starting out simple 3d shapes, then 4d then incomprehensible shapes) I started zooming in and out of this ever expanding rectangular prism. Fantastic neon green and black colors in this hyperbolic geometry world. After they saw me playing with this "any shape that I want" tool, they shown me more and more impossible geometric toys. What was simple ball toys to them were utterly and profoundly incomprehensible to any human mind. I then saw another "window". I looked into this window and was transported to this endless impossible room with an Elephant diety? With many hands. It is almost impossible to explain what he was trying to tell me or show me in words. He started showing me incredibly incredibly complex shapes and rooms, more complex than what I saw previously. The gist of what he told me was that I was able to create these shapes in my own world. The elephant diety was very wise, welcoming, and instructive. Shown me incredible complex spinning machine scape rooms and shapes at varying speeds and angles and velocity. Then he raised one of his many hands and sent me away. I think they felt bad I was trying so hard to breakthrough so many times with my previous attempts but not being able to, so they send the cool diety elephant guy to satisfy my mind I guess?"
After doing some research afterwards I believe the elephant diety I saw was Ganesha. Trying to integrate what I just experienced afterwards is a challenge, and all I can really do is just laugh at the absurdity of the DMT experience.
But overall it was a blast and I would 100% do it again. Just coming down vibing to some Primus and Tool. Anyways XUM is a 10/10 product and I had a blast. Thank you for recommending this to me and creating this wonderful product. Thank you for reading, and please stay safe and steadfast on your journeys my friends. God bless