I Need Advice ASAP (I'm scared and really don't know what to do.)
Okay, so a bit of backstory;
I, 18 M, ended up trying to move in with a childhood friend (We'll call him John) who has his ex-boyfriend (We'll call him Bob) living with him (I didn't know that until I got there that night.) Well, Bob and I already have a rocky history since he's a sicko but I made a stupid decision because Bob had seemed like he was a changed guy.
Two days prior to moving in with them, Bob and I talked a lot. He was nice and sweet, always complimented me, told me I was safe, told me how he would treat me differently because he's better than the rest, and when it came to certain adult topics he was very focused on the topic and acted like he really cared...until it came to his preferences with protective gear.
Plottwist, I show up and he's exactly the same as I remembered. Gross, sick, and majorly messed up. Now, I owe him $142.44 because he payed for an Uber to get me from point A to point B (Which I said I would pay back because he was really angry about the money even though I never asked for the Uber he got me.) While I was there he made it so obvious he wanted to get me alone without John by my side, if he did make physical contact it was long and weird with these odd little rubbing patterns on my skin, and when I ended up going back home the same night he was so furious.
I feel disgusting because at one point he really convinced me to do stuff with him over the phone but it was nasty and it felt so wrong. I want to reach out for help but he never fully did anything and I consented but it feels like I didn't. I don't know who to tell or what to do because so many things could go wrong and he's heavily violent. If anyone could give me advice on what to do please do because i'm scared.