Feeling like a failure
I honestly don’t know why I’m writing this but I’m so out of it right now… I just lost my apartment that I had with my GF of 3 years we both had to move in with our parents, I feel like such a failure, I hate myself, I’m glad I have a place to sleep but I just feel like I keep fucking up everything in my life, my parents are taking me to a fucking mental hospital at the start of next month and I just want to die, the only reason why I haven’t off’d myself anymore is my GF, she doesn’t deserve to go through that, but the urge is still there… I don’t know what to do anymore.