Anything really helps, I’m desperate
So I need help. And bad unfortunately. I’ve been with my man for almost 9 years now and I feel that maybe our time is up. I noticed that he constantly watches porn and chooses other women over me VISUALLY speaking. He will jerk off to other girls even if I’m around instead of having sex with me. He treats me like a sex doll. And by that I mean most of our sex life is stems off his desire to want to engage in sex after seeing lustful images of other girls on his phone or watching porn . Just the other day we overhead our neighbors upstairs having sex and we both found it hot and instead of fucking me he proceeds to go into the bathroom where you can hear it more clearly and jerk off. It makes me hate myself and feel I’m not enough.
Any help would be greatly appreciated