A year ago, I was in a trio with a girl and a guy and we were all very close i was more close to the guy and had feelings for him over time I started feeling like the girl was coming in between our friendship ( we used to study in lib )sitting next to him, going out with him and getting closer in ways that made me feel left out at first I thought it was all in my head but later it became more obvious to me. When I told her and the guy that I was feeling left out the guy distanced himself from both of us he still talked to me but not with her and I felt guilty so I encouraged him to talk to her again( as i felt i was the reason that trio broke ) They got close once more she knew I liked him but she never chose to step back and I never felt she had any feelings for him because she was already with someone else eventually I stopped talking to him and a part of me wished she would too because I was struggling with jealousy or insecurity( i was very clear abt how i felt when she used to do that and assumed are really close frnd shldnt be doing it ) when I asked her to again she said, “tu apna dekh le main nhi chor skti usko" and told that guy that i ditched her when she was about to step back so i went no contact with them now few weeks i stalked them they’re still close and even after a year I still feel hurt and resentful about it I don’t like feeling this way, but I don’t know how to let go of that hate
What should I do??😭