It must be nice to fall in love.
I’ve been single my whole life and lately I’ve been starting to question myself, will I ever fall in love? Whether it’s something that grows slowly or something that just suddenly feels right.
All my friends are taken. I know some would say, “don’t be pressured,” and I’m really not. It’s just that it’s been getting lonelier these days, or baka hindi lang kasi ako nakakain ng sushi kasi wala akong maaya yesterday, HAHAHAHA. Kidding aside, I wanted to have a sushi date, but sadly, most of my friends are in the province and my closest cousin has a boyfriend, so they went out together instead.
Even sa office, the songs playing are all love songs, and it makes me want to fall in love even more. Work has been getting tiring too, and sometimes I just wish I had someone to talk to about how our days went, someone I can rest with and cuddle.
I’ve tried dating apps, but I don’t think it’s working. I’m also very awkward when it comes to socializing with men, probably because I studied in an all-girls school for over a decade. I am shy in person so it takes time for me to feel comfortable, which makes it harder since everything feels so fast-paced now.
So yeah… I can’t help but wonder, will I ever get to experience falling in love?