u/Imaginary-March3533

i know you may be tired about this whole debat of is drawing haram or no but i am someone who follows both quran or hadith , so is drawing is actually haram if not please provid me an answer , because the hadith is sahih and the prophet said that photografers will be in jahanam , and i am so scared since i am an artist and its the only thing that makes me less depressed, so if you have and actual context that may explain why isnt haram please provide it ,this question has been driving me crazy and in a loop and i am so sad to quit drawing

salam everyone i have a question and i want some of what you guys think about it , we know that our futur is written by allah , including the paths that we choose , and our free will works when taking those desicions , and also we have the free will to believe in allah or not and assume the consquences , my question is do you guys think that people who are atheists or believe in another religion , or agnostics maybe they had a future where they could be end up muslims? like they could have take another path where they are muslims and i mean even the kuffars like pharahon and the wife of lut and nouh alayhoumou asalam ? since allah give everyone one and a fair chance to believe thank you

Salam everyone i hope someone would help me to.get over this , but i dont like the concept of jannah and this happened to me cause when i was 7 years old , i visited my grandma house , and everyone there is religious but in a good way that you feel safe exept my aunt ,she was an extremisit she would talk about god 24/7 to the point it becomes annoying, and we avoided her in the family ,but when i met her ,she is like found another victim, she used to tell me that snakes will crush my neck in the grave and allah will burn me because i dont wear the hijab (i was a child) and she used to show me videos about the judgement day where people are getting burned over and she will tell me how will i ended up if i didnt pray and one day she insisted on explaining the judgement day for us as bedtime story and she scared me when i was a kid , and that night when i understood the concept of jannah and fire i said to myself, that it? That the whole point of existence?? To serve allah???And the fact of being eternal scared the shit out of me that moment , and i couldnt breath and i genuily was going to lose my mind that night and i had a panic attack screaming all over the house , and from since then i got depressed because what the point of life? Just to be eternal? And i dont like it ,i didnt ask to be born , i didnt ask to exsist , i hate the fact i am just allah slave and i cant control my life , and right now i am 18 and still i cant over this fear, i cant live my life normaly cause i know im going to be eternal i feel like i am going to throw up and go crazy even thought i pray , read quran, im so scared so much i cant think about anythig else and i cant be happy cause nothing in this life makes me happy at all ,im so depressed cause there is no escape from jannah and this is going to be forever does anyone have an advice to help me??? Thank you