u/Imaginary-Passion187

I have very much pleasurable orgasm, libido depends highly on gut situation but still very very low than the baseline. Erection back even with low libido can hold the erection while sex. Porn masterbation feels quite good but vaginal penetration feels numb. What could be the reason? And most importantly, even if I rub ice in my glan, no cold sensation. Please, comment,🙏🙏

Hi there. I started these combo with some more meds but they were not taken for much time. My doctor gave me a lot of meds during my 8 years of taking the meds.

My erction was very poor, libido was also close to asexuality and genital sensation was very irriating. Along with these I had no dreams or very less somedays and zero morning erection for the last 2 years before getting off all the antidepressants.

Now the recovery part 🥰-

After I stopped the meds with not so good way of tapering, my anxiety and gut issue was too much. I still cant eat any wrong food like milk, spicy or oily food. But I tried to treat my gut problem. I was super focused with my gut and tried a very good diet. I was suggested to run in the sun. So, I started to play football everyday in the afternoon. Did breathing techniques to decrease my anxiety although it was not enough.

Somehow I managed to recover 90% of the anxiety issue. And I was quite depressed after finding out that there is something called PSSD and I have it. Although after 5 months off the meds I have seen my morning erection was coming back. A doctor prescribed me ashwagandha. It helped to recover my erection but made my remaining libido more worse. Then after 8 months I have seen one thing - that is when my gut is good and stool is good, my libido returns about 50-60% of my baseline. Morning erection were coming back little by little.

Now after 10 months, I have good morning erection, normal erection is also ok with porn. Libido is kind of the same 50-60% if my gut is okay. Or else goes down to 2-3%. Dreams came back but not that much intese like before starting of the meds. Orgasm is pleasurable although I was never a fan of the ejaculation.

The most stubborn thing still -

Zero sexual fantasy. No pleasure in the penis glands as well as no cold sensation in the gland even if I pour cold water.

Hopefully I will recover more. 🙏🙏🙏