Feeling like you don’t belong anywhere
I temporarily moved to a new state by myself. I remember my therapist telling me before I left that I should use it as an opportunity to start over and try to find people I can click with. But of course I’ve been here a while and I just can’t do it.
I can never just be normal and it feels like everyone I meet is just so different than me. Everybody has these like shared experiences that they can talk about and I’ve done nothing. I try so hard and just end up embarrassing myself over and over so after a month I’ve given up. I can’t take it anymore, I just spend my time rotting in my bed after work. I wish I could just be normal and likable.
I know social media is fake but it does make me sad when I see people post about enjoying their summer and I’m just working and rotting all day.