u/ImaginaryGear3831

A few years ago when I was 18 someone who I'm no longer friends with gave me some alcohol and kept insisting I ride his bike it was a z400 I had no riding experience at all and his instructions were to bring the bike to 3.5k rpm and let go of the clutch so ofc as a drunk person with no experience I wrecked since then I've had anxiety around getting a bike but I think I'm at a point in my life where I can get a bike and I only have one friend that rides and they only suggest a grom for me because of that accident but I'm a bigger person at 6ft 230lbs so a grom would be very uncomfortable do y'all have any suggestions with moving forward with getting a bike and what I should get