Im returning to Wicca after 2-3 years, and i remember many stuff but im kinda lost on from where to start off again. Should i do daily rituals? Tarot readings? Protection spells? I want some help with how my everyday as a Wiccan should be
Me 20F and my bf 23M, we have been together around 3 months now and its the best relationship ive had so far, the healthiest and most compatible compared to my exs. Anyhow, i am chubby, not too much but not slim. Ive noticed the girls my bf liked before were always slimmer, his saved pinterest character fanarts are so slim, we are open sexually too so i know what he likes and watches and even there the girls (both irl hentai etc.) are all slim. Ive never seen him liking a chubbier figure. He often tells me how much he loves my body, but lately ive seen him expressing here and there about how he finds slimmer bodies hot. Yesterday, we were on call and we were looking at pinterest and we saw a fanart of a slim worked out character and he instantly commented 'damnnn hot' infront of me. I cant accuse him of liking such bodies, but expressing it infront of me feels hurtful cuz i know i aint that, he doesnt comment bodies like mine, never. What should i do? I plan on working out, and ive talked about it with him, but i feel like the damage in me is irreversible