u/Imaginary_Sleep8175

I wish somebody would love me. I wish people saw a worth in me. I want to wake up with a message or call on my phone but day after day it just will never appear. I just keep repeating how little of a person i must be seen as to be. I feel like I have always been expected to just not be mad or upset and push it all in so deep inside and just forget the thing I just buried because why remember a life full of being forgotten,abandoned and hurt by most I came to love more than I will ever love myself.

Ive told people im moving away but the actual truth im not moving im planning to be dead by the mentioned day.