u/Imjustcrazyyyy

I’m doing really well on my medication but today I got into a really heated fight with my spouse and I really just wanna go back to the old me before I was on medication. I’m tired of not feeling things anymore like I used to. I want to be me again. Does anyone else get like this? Like why am I even bothering anymore with this crap? I try to be a good person just to be crapped on in the end. Can anyone else relate?