I made fetish content (obvious nsfw/gross)
(28M) For a few years I made my own niche fetish content of myself (soiling if you absolutely must know) and recently the website that hosted that content decided to remove that category, so I guess it’s time I get this off my chest.
I knew for many years I had this weird interest, and finding there were others like me felt good. Videos were hard to find until a random porn sure started hosting it. It felt good. Not only was I doing something dirty and risqué but I found that pleasing people made this kind of stuff so much more satisfying. I just loved that people thought I was sexy. The views I managed to pull still absolutely boggle my mind.
I know I sound like a whore but I was careful to hide my identity. I never talked, never showed my face, never took my clothes off. It helped that if you were on this website you’d already know what you’re getting yourself into, it was public but not too public. I would film when nobody was home, which didn’t happen often.
It doesn’t seem like there’s going to be another place on the internet that’ll host this kind of content any time soon, so sadly it seems this is the end of this chapter in my life.