u/Immediate-Cap2482

my mom passed away 2 months. i’m on day 5 of my t-break. hoping to make it to at least three weeks. but since starting my t-break all my dreams have come back and i’ve been dreaming about my mom every night. it feels like every time i wake up i have to reprocess that she’s really gone. and of course that makes me want to give up and just smoke. i’m trying to honor her by feeling my grief instead of pushing it away. i just want my mom back. this is so hard.