u/ImmediateImpress6552

Everything is going wrong for me. I can barely hold on to clients as a trainee psychotherapist. The clients that do stay are inconsistent attendees. I am a 31 year old virgin who can't so much as start a conversation with a woman, let alone ask her out. I work in a soul destroying market research job that I hate every second of. My body is physically falling to pieces, I'm overweight and addicted to nicotine. My thesis is a load of crap. The only highlight of my life is playing Pokemon. I am a failure in every definition of the word. If I have the means to end my life I will. The trouble is I live in a country with strict gun laws and I have already tried to kill myself through self-poisoning but all this did was hospitalize me.

I'm done.