Some necessary context: I have led a very privileged life. I attended a very good private school. I have travelled extensively. My parents give me a monthly allowance.
Being an expat, the country where I to high school had very strict labor laws and did not permit people with student visas to work. When I voiced this concern to my parents, they simply encouraged me to study hard, and I now attend a very prestigious university abroad. Nonetheless, I always found myself upset that getting a job was withheld from me, as experience is necessary both for growth and finding better jobs later on.
My first year of university was an extremely emotionally turbulent time, and I spent most of it simply trying to get out of bed and go to class. My second year is currently drawing to a close, and throughout the year I have been feeling a lot more settled and happy in this country and thought now would be an excellent time to properly get a (what I believe to be long overdue) job.
My job is in a restaurant running miscellaneous errands ranging from taking orders, preparing takeaways, mopping floors, etc. I've had only two shifts but I'm feeling so dejected, useless and terrible at my job. I am only 20, and I know two shifts isn't enough to get a feel for things, but I'm feeling really dejected. That i'm useless and if I can't work this job, what else can I do? How the hell will I get a better job?
I would appreciate any advice on how to manage these emotions. Thanks in advance.