Did you notice after you hugged me?
How quickly I basically walked back to my seat and down at my station?
How I fully turned to fully embrace you that time because there was no one else in line of sight and any other time I kept it a one armed side hug.
Or how my snug my arms wrapped around you?
Did you notice it drag on for .5 seconds longer than it should’ve?
I know you didn’t mean anything by it, and if I didn’t know any better I swear you gave a confused glance after, it’s been years since I properly hugged someone in a way that felt genuine, and I hope it didn’t catch you by surprise or weird you out that i suddenly fully hugged you back but it’s things that I don’t just do or experience often. Im a dude in his 20’s and the quiet/minimal way I’ve lived socially has put me in one of the loneliest periods my life will probably experience.
What I’m trying to say?
The hug was needed. I’m still thinking about it.
Thank you:)